self harm

I could pour my heart out to you
But still you wouldn't understand
I didn't want it to turn out this way
This isn't how it was planned

My world was broken
Right before my eyes
I needed a way to cope
Without more problems to arise

So many thoughts
Spinning around my head
Then came the blood
Deepest of red

The scars I made
Ran deeper and deeper
There for a life time
Forever a keeper

The harm that is caused
Isn't a way of seeking attention
A way of escaping
The permanent detention

The scars show a cry for help
To somebody out there
To help the damaged soul inside
To finally repair